Hangover

Hello world~

It’s been long since my last update. The reason of this absence is that I have lots of homework and projects to do and lots of readings to read. My life is becoming quite stressful, but I love this rhythm. I mean, I prefer keeping my mind busy by working hard on the college’s stuff than wasting time in doing anything at all.

This time I’m sharing with you a little text I’ve written a time ago. Let me point out before you start reading that It has no sense, but it will help me to full fit this blog. Enjoy!


“When you finally think you’re free, that feeling comes back to you. You, my beautiful hangover, came back to me.

I’m talking about the hangover that holds my heart unwittingly. The hangover that makes me look like a hopeless person. The one that I hate and I love at the same time. You’ve already heard about it, haven’t you? The hangover that made you cry and smile at the same time. I swear that useless word is driving me crazy.

Just as if you were my favorite drug: I started taking you just once in a while. One day I woke up and I realized I needed to take you everyday. When did I start drawing again? Why did I start liking the shape of your hands? When was my last time drawing portraits? I can’t even remember how many years have passed since the last time I wanted to draw someone’s eyes features that much.

You’re my hangover, my beautiful hangover. The one I like the most and the one that I hate the most. I don’t want you to keep on getting far from me. I don’t want you to be too close to me either. Ignoring you and searching you, I look so pathetic and so cute…”

I already know I’m incredibly boring writing this kind of stuff… Those are the kind of texts I write before getting into a choreography. To me, the most difficult part of dancing is believing the feelings of the song and making them arrive to the people who are watching at your moves.

I’ll try to keep on writing as soon as possible!
Thanks for reading and supporting!

Today's forecast

Hi guys, how are you doing today?

I'm super fine. This weekend I've been to Valencia. The reason was a dance exhibition. Let me tell you about how was my day!

A classmate and a friend came with me. We took together the train and once we arrived in Valencia we met there lots of friends that I haven't seen for a lot time. I felt so happy for seeing them again!

The most I like about meeting friends that I can't see very often is naturalness. I mean, I love that kind of person who treats you with total naturalness even if it has been years since she/he doesn't see you. That spontaneity.. I love it!

Anyway, my friends and I met by chance in the tube and got till a place called "Eliana" which is an outlying district in Valencia.
Once there I met more and more friends. We went to a supermarket and had lunch together in a kind of park... or something like that, just outside the building where I had the performance. I enjoyed the lunch very much, I bought a delicious chicken salad *-* I still can remember that flavor.... hell! I'm hungry...

By the way, I made new friends and enjoyed the exhibition (even If it was a disaster). I wish I had more time to practice some dance steps... So, since I'm embarrassed of the final result, I'm not uploading here any video of the performance.

Before going back home, my friends and I stopped at Lary's. That girl is one of my oldest friends. She's been tagging me on her cat's pictues on Tuenti. The cat's name is Napoleon and it's been months since I wanted to see it on live and give it a big hug! I was a pleasure meeting the cat at her flat. I swear it is one of the cutest things I've ever seen on real life!! When I'll grow up I must have a cat as a pet.

And.. what elese can I tell you about my boring life? Aw... what am I doing? I hate writting about myself. I have a weird sensation whenever I talk about myself (I am such a strange girl... ). I'm sorry. The next update can't be about myself. I'll try to look forward for interesting information in order to share it with you.

Now it's 01:40 and I'm falling asleep. I'm so sorry, but I must say goodbye today!

I'll try to keep on writting (If possible, not about me).

Have nice dreams everyone! ^^

huuuuuuuuuuggs

New headphones & TV

Hi everyone!

First let me THANK all of you for reading me! This time I had lots of visits ^-^ I feel very thankful!

Today I went back to the college. As some of you already know, I've caught a several cold so I couldn't asist to class. I was very worried because I thought I wouldn't be able to perform this saturday on Cromel!

Well.... I couldn't eat very much while I was feeling bad and now that I recovered from the cold I haven't got energy enough even to walk for more than 30 minutes T_T In addition to this, I have anemia so now that I'm doing my best to memorize my solo.... I'm just fainting all the time. I wonder If I'll be able to finish my solo..

Anyway! I am HYPERTENSIC. Today I had two big surprises. The first one is from Vanesa, Andrea and Liza. They gave me my birthday present (yeah, I know It's a little bit late but I really don't care about that). I was given my lovely star headphoneees *_* They're super-duper cute <3 <3 <3



On the other hand.. one of my biggest dreams has become true this afternoon. I can't explain how happy I felt when I saw my dad setting our new BIG TV plasma in the living room. This is the biggest TV I've ever had... From now on, I'll be able to see all my idols in such a big size!! *__* When I saw that TV I swear I had the feeling that I was a step closer to heaven... From now on I can watch all the movies I like in such a great image quality... Thanks God, on days like this, I have the feeling you are really there up ! XD

I should say good bye now. It's a little bit late and tomorrow I must wake up early , I still have to get the clothing for the exhibition and clean some of my steps.

Fighting!

Please come to see me

I know, I know it... It's been just a few minutes since I've updated this but I... I missed you so much that I couldn't stay without writing you a little bit more. My dear readers, I can't live without you (I'm not crazy, trust me). In fact, I was just kidding.

The reason I'm writing here once again is because I wanted to tell you about a thought that came to me yesterday night.

As I said, my hair is horrible. I am horrible, but never mind! = D who really cares about it? I don’t care at all. I mean, being a 20 years old girl and hating your image isn’t that bad. Even in such a competitive world where image rules everything and where marketing is more important than God in some companies.

Yesterday night I started thinking about lies. Yeah, lies. How about using make up? – asked me my brain. And that’s what I did. I opened my very big box full of make up that I never use and started putting stuff on my face. I got very good looks.

Let me show you the results:




This one was inspired on BEG's Sign. I'll dance it the next weekend so I tried the make up on. I didn't used too much eyeshadow because it doesn't suit me with red lips.




This look was inspired on Sandara Park on I Need a Girl's MV. In fact, I still need to improve it, this week I'm getting the make up I need to have a good finish for this style.

And finally... Sorry I hadn't had time to make a photomontage, but I hope you like it.








Here I got the inspiration from Dollfie dolls. I like them and wanted to achieve a similar look.

The next look I would like to get is a clean and natural one. Those are my favourites... I'll show you the results as soon as I can.

Writing boring stuff about me

Hi everyone ~
Today I would like to write about what I did yesterday. As some of you already know, the Paella's Day took place on UJI. For those of you who are not Spanish people living in Castellon I will give you a short explanation: Once during our academic year, we celebrate a day on which students prepare Paellas in the college and celebrate a kind of party there.

Well, I first took the tram (this is a small and crackling kind of bus here in my town) to get there. It was full of people; I swear I couldn’t breathe normally. Anyway… I got to the college and found lots of hundreds and thousands people outside and inside UJI. I was shocked.

I got into the college, tried to look for my friends and got lost. It was FULL of people. I spent about 45 minutes looking for my colleagues before finding them next to a kind of stage where people were singing typical Spanish songs.

The weather was excessively hot and the environment was full of smoke produced by the preparation of the paellas. Except of those details, everything was perfect. I enjoyed the day very much. My partners and friends signed my shirt. I met many friends that I wasn’t expecting to see. We took many pictures… next year the party will be better than this one! =D

By the way, after having lunch I went to visit my hairdresser. You know? It’s been long since I wanted to have a new haircut. But the result was… catastrophic. I can just say that my hair is too short to me. I don’t like very much my new haircut. U_U mmh… maybe it’s not my haircut, maybe the wrong thing is my face. I don’t really know. Well, anyway, I just know that I can’t see myself in the mirror with a gorgeous smile. I was pretty sad when I got out the hairdresser’s. My friend who saw my face full of sadness suggested me to have dinner at a Chinese restaurant close to her house. In fact, I accepted because I DO ADORE CHINESE FOOD.

After the dinner I felt much better. I went back home together with another friend and then slept.

What a boring life, isn’t it?

Hi ~

How are you doing?

It's been long since I don't upload new stuff over here. How have you been?

Well as I said on my last update, this semester I have to write once again 4,000 words on this site. If you want me to tell you the truth I had no idea and I still have no idea about what do I want to write here. So.. at the moment I've decided to keep on writing non-sense stuff about my life and about my hopeless improvement projects.

Today I would like to write about how expressive I am. My dear friends, you already know that I'm bad at talking about myself and my thoughts. That is one of the things I most hate about myself. I mean... lately I realized about this fact. Whenever I go out with friends I am the one who always listens and my friends are always the ones who love talking and tell me about their daily life. Why am I afraid to talk about me? I doesn't look so difficult. I also want to be a talkative person like them. I would like to become a person with whom everyone would like to talk to. I consider myself good at listening but not at speaking and that's a very important skill of humans.

Probably most of you are wondering why am I saying this stuff. I'm not crazy. The reason is a book that I am currently reading. It talks about the importance of communication. The books is written in Spanish and its name is "Los secretos de la felicidad. El maravilloso poder de la conversación" , the author is Sebastià Serrano. It talks about the importance of communication in our daily lifes on this chaotic society. Giving hugs, kissing and in short, touching the people we love is something very important for humans; I never do that. I am not used to any kind of physical contact. In addition to this I prefer avoiding that kind of contact. Moreover the book insists on the importance of communication, the importance of talking everyday, the ways we use to express our feelings, the role of the language during this process.. So it made me think very much about me. Starting from today I'll try to be more talkative with the people I love! (and yup, this is another of my hopeless improvement projects). I'll try to give more hugs to everyone. fighting! ò.o

This update finishes here. I'll tell you about my progress with this boring project about my boring person.

Keep in touch!

Hugs

I'm back

Hello everyone.

I must keep on writting on this blog during the second semester -_- four thousand words will be written here once again.... So please keep on reading and suporting me my dear foreign friends.

Thanks for following my blog one more time.